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i dropped my phone in the lake today while I was taking a picture of a sunset it didn't bother me too much at the time because I have never lost a phone i use them until they die over done deaths like shoe leather steak when I got home and realized my passwords were in some algae ecoli abyss i just wanted to throw the towel in no one calls me anyway and I don't have a job to pay for my phone i make soap at midnight hoping it will bring in enough money to pay my condo fees i give fortunes for free because they cling to me but I am starting to realize no one ever wants to know their future but me i lost my meditation play list in the dirty lake where people still swim in so now I am listening to Seal and it feels like wearing drugstore clothes because my house burned down in a fire lime green t-shirt with too big boxer shorts sporting a trout the dead swirl around me being sarcastic about my phone loss they didn't even have antibiotics they had to carry ice blocks to keep their food cold they dry fucked on hay while smelling horse shit my passwords float in the filthy lake like alphabet soup and I mourn how I used to not have to hold things that held things i used to just feel the smooth stones in my pockets found feathers were the only messages i needed life is shit now shallow and tin food is made without love we take to survive and there is no joy in that so i kiss sadness now because it is the only light it tastes of decaying flowers but still it is a sunset with a drowned phone everyone keeps apologizing for having a soul there isn't much to go on when being human is just feeling shame there is no humanity
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